Sunday, October 30, 2005

Hmm...

Syawal this year is different for me. In fact, Ramadhan has been different all together. And I have a regret. For I do not feel I enjoy Ramadhan tremendously as before. However I hope I am not forgotten in the its spirit and blessed air.

How many times in life, when we want to say something it came out wrongly. It sounded even worse to our own ears. Things get bad because we were misunderstood. And how many times life, we let our emotions rule our words that made everything chaotic instead of sailing in the sea of calmness.And how many times, when we have to swallow the bile of our own making, accept our shortcomings, and realise the ever truth, we are only humans.

On a more positive note... I have been blessed, many, many times. Whether I realised it or not. And I am thankful for that. Life, has been good for me, lately. Alhamdulillah. And I hope it will continue on. There are still uncertainties, but then again, if you can know what will happen next, you're not human. And the element of surprise is taken away, thus life cannot be enjoy to the fullest. I wish, pray and hope everything will turn out for the better.

I wish, pray and hope...

5 Comments:

Blogger dith said...

And may I know why that you don't enjoy this Ramadhan as much as you do before? Is it because you think you haven't done enough for Ramadhan? Or is it that you don't get that peaceful feeling you have hoped for?

October 31, 2005 5:43 AM  
Blogger D.N.A.S said...

Jade,
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin. Too bad you couldn't join us at Hilton yesterday. Hope your adik gets well soon. I'll be in KL till Wednesday and will be back from Kampung on Saturday night, so when is your mom's open house? Hihihihi....

October 31, 2005 11:49 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I want to take this opportunity to ask for your forgiveness for any wrong doing that i've made to you, your family and who ever that may have hurt your feelings as well. I hope there will be time that Allah will bless my wish for you n me to be able to really communicate. Take care, enjoy the coming holidays as much as we did last time...hope u still remember those times...again Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...ampun dan maaf zahir dan batin dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki.

October 31, 2005 11:37 PM  
Blogger I Feel Good said...

Hi Jade! Wishing You Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Take care!

November 02, 2005 9:44 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

assalamualaikum,

selamat berhari raya!

November 09, 2005 8:51 AM  

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