Sayonara

I am thankful for the blessings that He bestowed upon me. A friend told me to count the blessings everyday. Otherwise, how else would you know how lucky you are? Yes, He throws some challenges as well, but the more we face them, the wiser we get, and the more precious the blessings are. Right?

The past few months I have been showered with blessings after blessings. And I realise He loves me. So much that I feel inadequate and guilty all the time. I felt that I'm being knocked on the head over and over again. A reminder that I've not given enough, back.

Sadness comes in pair with happiness. They say "you win some, you lose some". It's a fact. We can't win all the time, can we? And if we want one thing, we might have to let go another. At the end of the day, it's choices again. Duhh... it never stops, does it? Choices are made everyday. There's no two way about it.

So, today I'm making a choice. Yet again.